Aww shit.

I swear something is wrong with my body.

A Night Off

Today, was fun.
I went to a water park, and i had fun.
Now you finally got a moment to yourself, and i know what to do with it.
My eyes hurt from all that chlorine man.
I've been waiting for so long, and now i finally got you right here.
I wanna make one thing clear, i took a night off for you.
I hate little kids who try to cut me in line.
-___________________________________________-
Kobe Bryant - Lil Wayne.

300

That little voice in my head won't stfu.

-Crazy.

Brand New.mp3

Yeah that's a song by Drake.
This summer did suck balls.
I hope that mail box is fine.
>_> i seriously have anger problems.
I don't show any anger towards my family
They find out after, just like you.
Cause i don't want to cause anymore pain to anybody.
Notice how i still haven't ran.
Let them, go right head.
Don't show any resistance.
I thought i could have it all.
But in reality i can't have shit.
Thanks.

-Christopher Rey Dialeg Blancaflor.

Come close.

I got a new song.
Listen to it.
It sounds kinda like...us?
Haha i hate how all this drama is just adding up.
=[ i wanted to have a fun summer.
But nobody trust me anymore.

The back of my hand.

Has a birthmark.
Has imprints.
Has random wrinkle marks.
Damn.
It has you on it.
Since you know it like that.
>_> Yeah i miss the way it feels.
I miss the way our lips would touch.
But your not here.
>_< Fucking military.
Still happy.
That's 4 days.
I already won the bet my lovebear number 2

-Number 1

UNO

=]
Tonight was one of the best nights i have ever had.
In a really long time.

-Actually happy.

Fuck.

Just constantly put me down.

-Lower than the ground.

Park.

WTf?
Why do i feel so alone?
Like everybody passing through the studio is in character as they acting out of movie roles. Talking bullshit as it was for you to know, but i don't have the heart to give these bitch niggas a cue to go.

-Chrizzy rogers.

Quick and painless.

Yeah.
I don't like this.
I need to get myself out of this mess.
I fucking hate this shit.
I'm trying.
But for some reason i'm just digging myself into a deeper whole.
I'm just going to literally dig a whole in the ground and live there.
No girls, no boys, nobody.
No drama, no fighting, no tears, no life.
Sounds alot better then embedding myself in accusations and thinking it's going to happen.
>_> Wtf?
It's like seriously retarded that way i'm carrying things out.
I won't say i'm sorry - NeYo.
That's the song that is on, not by choice though.
Ironic eh?
Yeah. It is.
I think it's scary how things happen.
But for some reason it just feels kind of good to let it all out.
My chest is tight, my leg is stiff.
How else am i suppose to let go of my pain.
I irritate you soooo much.
I know i do.
And don't say sometimes.
You tell everybody i'm just a dude.
I'm the "ex".
Do they need to know about that?
I can't deal with this pain i'm causing you and myself anymore.
Bye.

-TDWP

Yeah yeah yeah,

Wtf?
I don't ever understand us.
Were so wonderful.
Were so gloomy.
I'm so high right now.
I'm so high right now.

-Kid Cudi.

In to deep.

I'm already in deep.
All i'm doing is digging deeper.
My obsessions, my desires, my wants.
I'm not helping myself.
Just hurting myself.

-Dead.