After all.

When i ,now she isn't by my side and i know she's going out it hurts my pride.
It's just like any other male in the world.
You know if this had happened to you, you wouldn't know what to do.
When i know that she's having fun, with another guy, i always say i'm done.
My time is up, for now.
Cause time is always coming back for more.
Whenever i hear her laughing, but not at my jokes.
It just makes me choke, on the breathe that i would have used for her.
I can't understand why it hurts so much.
She's over it, why can't i?
I wanna have fun this year, can i do the those things now?
You're already not talking to me, what difference would it make.
Maybe i should, i already have, i kinda didn't remember.
Ha, and everything in between.
When i watch you walk, i can't stop staring.
Just makes me wonder where you going.
Cause i wanna come too.
I hate the fact that i can't let go.
People trying to act all hard now.
They act like they care.
Bullshit.
Once they get a girl, they all caught up.
Ha, i can't get caught up, cause there isn't nobody catching me.
When i do something like that, it makes me sick.
They always liked you.
They ALL liked you.
I think it's funny, the timing that he approached you.
And you said never again.
Damn, why i see what's REALLY going on?

-Blind.

Brr bitch it's freezing.

Dude, i'm freaking sick.
I think it's cause of that shot.
Whatever, gahh.
My nose is like, freaking....idk.
Haha, but yeah.
It'sharderthanyouknow.mp3
That song is like my fucking theme song.
I hope i get my grades up.
I want that fucking car.
>___<
Can't wait till home coming.

-Blanc.

Church.

I hate when we arrive in church late.
EVERYBODY looks at us.
My keys jingle, and makes noises.
Like it's stupid.
Like i hate how EVERYBODY is ready, and mom is the only one not ready.
But when were all chilling on the couch.
And she jumps up from the stairs.
"Come on let's go guys!"
WERE ALL WAITING FOR YOU!
But then when she sees us sitting on the couch she gets mad cause we all give her sour attitudes cause were all fucking ready to go but her.
It's so fucking annoying.
Like she's a big ass hypocrite, like some other people i know.
Thanks Tita, you didn't even come down.
SO fucking gay man.

-Blancaflower

Blancaflor

It's cause you can do stuff and i can't.
You wanted to give me the necklace, and you did.
I wanted to give the shirt or whatever it is, and you won't let me.
It's just another example.
But then again i know where this is going to get directed to.
So after all, whatever.
Like i saw i'll give you your thingy, and you'll never have to hear from me again.

-Christopher.

It turns out

That weed and alcohol seems to satisfy us all.
I use to have big dreams, big things, big changes.
I need a hobby, or a life.
Or something.
HA.

-Chrizzy

After a while.

Crocodile.
See you later alligator.
When you hear this, it seems like it's so easy.
Haha, i'm not gonna talk about how up is down, black is white.
Nah, i was like that before.
But like, yeah.
Idk how to explain it.
Damn, she was right.
Not you, OR you.
Somebody else.
That's never in the picture.
WOOOOOOOOOOW.
You talk to him like nothings happen.
I wonder if that's EVER gonna happen to me.
Upsets me to hear what your doing.
Upsets me to know that your talking to HIM.
Out of all people, it's him.
Even if it's small talk.
I mean, I DON'T EVEN TALK TO HIM.
And usually, i WANT people to talk to me.
But i could care less now.
Haha, Theo is really getting annoying.
When you walk in the hallway. I get....
Damn, gotta finish this later.

-CHris.