Typing maniac!

Yeah, i have weird feelings about this.
It's hard isn't it?
Hearing somebody say something like that.
I guess your right.
I just gotta man up, grow some balls, and face it.

-Germs

Breakupsong.mp3

I want this forever.mp3

"This may not mean nothing to ya'll, but understand nothing was done for me."
It may seem like i really don't care.
But you can't see inside of me.
You don't have x-ray glasses.
Haha my back hurts.
I'm not jealous.
I don't mind.
Do you?

-Chargers fan.

Just do it.

Too often we are scared.
Scared of what we might not be able to do.
Scared of what people might think if we tried.
We let our fears stand in the way of our hopes.
We saw no when we want to say yes.
We sit quietly when we want to scream.

-21

Eh..Surprise? I guess I'm too late

-Diana

Uh huh.

Yeah Mhmmm.
Yes'm.
Yeah.
Sure.
Okay.
Alright.
Fasho.

-WTF!

Being scared.

Being scared, has everything to do with it.
It doesn't help one the one person who says "I'll always be here, talk to me about anything."
But then 5 minutes later, were screaming at eachother.
And besides the fact that you can't even come talk to me.
>________>
What kind of bullshit is that.
I'm never right.
I'm NEVER right.
You tell me, "Come talk to me, were so close but we don't talk."
I've come to find out that your not here for me.
You always feel as if your right.
Nobody can ever hear their very own voice.
Only the ones that are louder than theirs.
You don't know what you do when that person decides to keep his fucking mouth shut.
And something that you aren't prepared for happens.
Your so used to the intimidated opponent, you don't know what to do.
So you go back to what usually happens.
What if it doesn't work out.
Fuck it?
Right?
Your perfectly fine.
Your going to hold your ground.
Your words are short, your answers are even shorter.
Your just a shady fucking bastard that isn't up for what's next.
That's why i wanted to live with my cousins.
I finally figured out why.
You don't know me, don't try now.
When in reality were not even closer then before.
Yeah you say your fine, but "behind closed doors".
That's a whole different story.
BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH
As big as you are to me, your concept of things are so little.
You drag, you keep, you hold grudges.
When you say you don't MULTIPLE times.
You tell me every single fucking time that you don't do this.
You don't do that.
But you ALWAYS do it.
Man.
Boston.mp3 - Augustana.

-Dick

Double you tee eff.

Wtf?
Why is my whole body itchy?
Shit.
I feel so....weird.
Ever get that feeling like your doing something wrong, but nobody tells you?
Haha that's how i always feel now.
Living with a fucking a human military weapon, a whiny 5 foot bitch, and a fat fuck.
I want those damn glasses man.
=[ i want the REAL ones.
Not the knock-off ones that EVERYBODY has.
I left my geek glasses in Carson too!
Shit my phone just died.
I've been alright...emotionally.
Physically?
Haha yeah right cuh.
Don't trip though, i'll be fine.
I hope o____o
Spades anyone?

Bluedarling.mp3

I was a fool.
Broke every rule.
Damn.
I really need my uke.
I WANNA LEARN THIS FUCKING SONG!
I'm alright.
Life in my house has been more hectic than out in California.
;)
I have problems out in Cali?
Aww shit, i didn't know that.
At least it doesn't even feel like it.
My left nostril(sp) has been clogged up the whole fucking day.
Like fyaskfksdajksd.
I just wanna blow that shit out.
But it can't even suck in.
Woah O_O
Hahahaha.
My heart would break, if ever i~~~i~~~I~~~
Should lo~~~se you.
Blue Darling.
Fucking Sonny B. yo.
Beast as shit.
>_> Please take this pain away.
Cause i know you despise my options of that question.
>____________________<
Cutting yourself is fucked up.
I like how people with a fag in their mouth lectures me NOT to smoke.
I know right?

-hypocrite(sp)

Think about that.

Well it's 6:07 in the morning.
I've been tossing and turning.
Now knowing what to do.
I swear i haven't slept.
It's hard to sleep when you got so many things on your mind.
Grandmother is in the hospital.
Aunt just delivered a baby.
Uncle died the other day.
Other aunt is getting kicked out her own house.
Damn.
ANd on top of all that.
I got to go back home to MD tomorrow.
>_>

-FML Hoe

Damn.

My hair is gone.
My wallet is gone.
My glasses is gone.
What else is missing.
Haha remember that perfect outfit?
Yeah, that thing on my side is gone too.
Stickyface.mp3
Yeah, go ahead and mute that Diana.
My songs are dirty.
I like how i type.
I don't look at the screen.
I look outside that dusty window.
I wish i could put a smile on that pretty face.
To bad. =/
Maybe i should just take it.
Just like that one morning.
You gave me some, not all.
Cause you couldn't give your all.
At least not in public like that.
I ran off.
Like the little bitch i am.
Domo had to take care of the rest.
I didn't say one word to you.
So like i said before, i'll put on my kicks and my fitted.
And hope that's enough to keep me going.
I know i'm conceited.
But i think the word i'm looking for is infatuated.
I think that's it.
I'm not really sure it that works.
But it should.
Haha I'm listening to Smother me.
I learned how to play this on the piano.
Well, some of it.
>___>
I guess i can't do verse 1 line 12 no more huh?
Yeah your curious.
And no i'm not satisfied.
I never will be.
I hold my breathe and have that feeling that i'm all alone.
It kills me inside.
But what do i do, i show off.
I be a dick, a bastard.
A fuck up.
It sucks to know that your not there anymore.
At least how i want you to be.
No spark, no attraction.
No life.
Just barren.
Yeah, SAT word for you there huh?
How my mistakes, made your heartbreak.
I still need you here with me.
Aww shit.

-Smother me.

Nigga nice going.

Slowly, it's gone.
Just like that.
That big campfire that i loved going to.
Just a tiny candle.
I got alot to get rid of.
I guess i wasn't that master chef.
I wasn't so easy to swallow.
But that thing called pride is stuck in my throat.
I can't swallow it yet.
Just, not yet.
It was that missing ingredient huh?
So i'll put my kicks on, fitted on, and get on.
Just with a smile on my face.
Cause i'm tired of my mad dog.
Can't say fuck it, cause it's not fuckable.
Can't say sorry, cause there's no sympathy.
Can't say this, cause it's not that.
So minus well not say anything at all.
"I'll see you babe" Starstruck.mp3